I told myself I couldn’t cum until I had gone out in public fully feminized. That may have been a mistake. It took over three weeks before I actually did it. By then I was so horny that I began to feel very very slutty. When that old man on the bus smiled at me I couldn’t help it. I put my hand on his leg, and then slid it over his crotch as I smiled. He didn’t complain and soon I was opening his pants. I stroked his cock right there on the bus. It took him a long time to get hard, but eventually I could tell he was close. Leaning down and laying across his lap I jerked him off right into my mouth. I left my mouth open, showing him his cum inside it, before closing it and swallowing. I could still taste his cum as I waited for another bus. I think I will be riding the bus all day, maybe next time I can suck a man. Suddenly I wanted nothing more than being a public sissy cum slut.
Mistress wanted to make sure that there was a network of men who could and would call me anytime day or night to such their cocks. Every night for a full week she took me to the gay cruising park. Dressing me as a slut, and leading me around on a leash she openly offered my mouth to every man she saw. Any man who accepted was also given my phone number and told to call me anytime they needed relief. By the end of the week there were dozens of men who had my phone number and knew that anytime they were horny they just had to call and I would be required to come and suck them until they filled my mouth with cum.
Every single morning of my life I should have a hard cock in my mouth. It would not matter whose. Could be my Mistress’s current boyfriend, could be any of her friends, gay or straight, could even be a co worker she has exposed me to. So long as it is a hard cock full of cum. My day would not begin until my mouth had been filled with cum and I had swallowed it, leaving the taste of cum on my tongue for hours.
It was the first time my wife had taken a love. He knew she was married. He was nervous about that. She smiled sweetly at him, and called me in. He looked in shock as I appeared in the doorway in my stockings, panties and matching bra. Pulling my panties down at the command of my wife, I showed him my small cock locked in its cage. Leaving my panties around my knees also at her command, I crawled across the floor to his feet. “Suck him for me sissy husband, make him hard so he can fuck me” she told me. Without hesitation, my face burning in shame, I wrapped my lips around his cock and sucked him until I felt him fully harden in my mouth. I stopped, thinking my humiliation was over, other than knowing he would be fucking my pretty wife. But she had other thoughts. I whimpered as she commanded me to lick his ass. But I did not hesitate. Pushing my face up under his balls, I slid my tongue up between his cheeks to lick directly on his anus. With that one act she removed all of his hesitation. She showed him both why she needed his big cock and that he had no reason not to give it to her.
Recently she has been pushing my humiliation more and more. I am beginning to think she is letting her neighbors know when I will be there. Often, when my head is up her dress and I can’t see, I will hear her talking with the old lady who lives next door. She openly discusses my talents, telling her neighbor that her daughter has told her my tongue is far better than my cock. I hear the neighbor laugh and ask why that is. My Mother in Law gladly shares that her daughter has told her my cock is too small to satisfy her. Both women laugh and I am almost glad my head is between her fat thighs and under her dress so they can’t see my bright red face. Then, I hear my Mother in Law say, “Bitch, don’t take your tongue from my pussy but slip down those pants so we can see how little you are.” Moaning into her pussy, I reach back and slide my pants down to my knees. I hear both of them laughing again, and the old woman next door commenting loudly that I am fully erect, and even like that still very small.
If you are referring to the maid outfit in my profile picture the closet I have come to going out in public is to wear it under my clothes to an adult bookstore. While in a booth, with the door left open, I had to take off all my outer clothes and stay in the booth wearing just the maid outfit. It was tremendously embarrassing. Many men looked in and just walked away, but there were several who came in. I sucked each of them.
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As soon as my wife had discovered how pleasurable a real cock could be she had locked my tiny cock in a chastity cage. That was just over a month ago. It took that long before I would do what she said and suck her boyfriends cock. I was humiliated as my lips closed around his cock and I heard her calling me faggot and telling me it proved how superior he was to me. Even before I was horny enough to suck his cock I had been required to thank him for taking care of my wife, thank him for pleasing her like I couldn’t. They both enjoyed that and laughed when I told him. As I awkwardly sucked his cock, I heard her telling me I would soon be swallowing his cum. I was shocked when she told me that he now had the key to my cage! That, more than any of the things she had said, made it clear I was not longer a man to her, no longer something she saw as sexually desirable. As that thought sunk in, another even more evil thought burst into my mind. HE had my key. I had to please HIM. The only way I would ever cum again is if HE allowed it. Suddenly, I was much more concerned about sucking him well.
Hearing the door, I turned around smiling, thinking my wife was home. My face fell as I saw a strange man walk in the door. He took one look at me, in my stockings, heels, panties and chemise and started to laugh. I knew instantly that he was the man fucking my wife. I never imagined that she had given him a key to the house. Blushing and stammering I managed to say that my wife was not home. He only nodded, said he knew and that he was early. Sitting in a chair he called me over. I had no idea what to do so walked over and stood before him blushing furiously. Smiling as he looked me up and down, he reached out and stuck his hand inside my panties. laughing at what he found there, he pushed his large hand in further, his palm crushing my tiny cock and balls against my own body, as his large dry finger forced itself up into my ass. I whimpered and tried to protest, but he only told me to shut up and brought his other hand around to grab and squeeze my ass. Grinning up at me he shoved his finger in more, pressing his palm harder against my cock and balls. A wave of humiliation flooded through me, but I could not stop myself from rocking my hips and pressing against his hand and then rocking back to press against his finger. I heard him chuckle, and as soon as my hips moved we both knew I would do anything he wanted at any time. I only hoped he wouldn’t make me do it in front of my wife.
Once Mistress discovered the pleasure a big cock could give her she could not get enough. Knowing she would have no use for my tiny cock she fully feminized me her fluffer. One evening she invited all of the well hung men she knew over to our house. Feminizing me completely, dressing me in a provocative but submissive and humiliating way, she told me it was my job to greet all the men and entertain them until she was ready for them. All night I answered the door like that, welcoming in man after man, knowing that they would be satisfying my wife since I could not. All night I would be fetching drinks for men, enduring their taunting, their pinches or slaps or gropes. I would be on my knees sucking their cocks, many making me do that just to show their dominance over me. I would tongue some of their asses, most likely get pulled over a lap or two and soundly spanked. Of course, whatever happened there would always be a room full of men watching and laughing. I would not see my wife until the last man had left. Then I would enter the bedroom and see her collapsed on the bed, covered in cum, cum leaking from every part of her body, exhausted, but smiling. Climbing on the bed, my makeup smeared, my clothes disheveled, looking like a well used slut, I would carefully and gently lick her entire body clean as she fell asleep.
It is bad enough that he fucks her openly in front of me. Bad enough that she told me, right in front of him, that my little dick will never be allowed inside her again. But the worst is when I have to kneel in front of him and thank him for fucking her and pleasing her like I can’t, when I have to reach out and take the well filled condom off his softening cock, when I have to put it in my mouth as they both watch and laugh and chew it. But when I taste his cum ooze out and coat my tongue my tiny cock gets hard and quivers.